Monday, April 5, 2010

We are still pregnant for now........

Our last report form the SI team shows that we are still pregnant.
We had good cardiac activity, and our "blob" was only 5.3mm, teeney weeney!
We wait in anticipation for our next update, which is an absolute killer...

I think our next update will be at around the 10wk mark, which really isn't far off, but, each week feels like an eternity at the moment.

If we hit the 12wk mark I will be able to relax a little.

I didn't realise how hard this was going to be.....even though things still appear to be positive.....I feel like I am on tender hooks. Think I need to destress a little. I have a certain level of tension in my life at the moment which I just can't explain. I am normally very calm and relaxed....
On the outside everyone thinks I am cool calm and collected....but on the inside I feel like I could just explode, why am i feeling like this? I think it may have to do with a lack of control, who knows?

I know I should be happy and over the moon, but just can't let myself at the moment. We all read that anything can happen at any time, and being so far away, just doesn't make it any easier. I am hoping things will get easier after the twelve week mark. If not I think I will go CRAZY!!!!!

Sorry for such a delay in posting this.....but our life has been a little upside down lately.

Will post our next update soon....


  1. So far so good! Keep positive!

  2. You're pregnant, you have a heart beat, things are looking good.
    It's OK to enjoy it just a bit.
    With regards to going crazy, all i can say is that i had not idea it was this bad!

  3. Hey Guys,

    Looks like we might be travelling this time line together....and we certainly know the feelings.

    Remain positive and all will be ok!

  4. You ARE pregnant Kerry, so no "for now" about it. The lack of control is something you never quite get your head around, so much so that I didn't even want to know when our first frozen embryo transfer (our third attempt) was going to take place. Let yourself just go with the flow and (I promise!!) the further the pregnancy progresses the less anxious you'll feel. It could be because you realise whatever is happening is out of your control, or simply because you start to spend your energy on other things. Like getting ready for when baby arrives.

    Still around for coffee whenever you want.

  5. Hello! We are on the same boat! Our Surrogate is due in November.
    I know and understand how you feel. It's absolutely crazy how little control you have over what's happening. We are as worry as you are and keep checking our email several times a day. They say it should get better while you hit the 12 week mark but we will see :)

    Good luck!

  6. Hi Guys, All looking good! we also will be in India in november to get our baby, ( we hope and pray) we are just over 10 weeks and also looking forward to the 12 week mark!!! we do understand how you feel, its so hard! all the best guys. Will & Michael x

  7. Hey Kerrie,
    SO HAPPY FOR U GUYS!! sending lots of love for u and baby!!